By Lydia Stryk
I almost met Harold Pinter several years
ago. An actor I was visiting in the National Theatre canteen was
on rehearsal break from a Pinter play which Pinter was directing.
I could easily have asked to meet the man. I longed to meet him.
No doubt, because he was a kind man, he would not have refused
a worshipful playwright a moment of his time, however American
she may have been.
But what would I have said? The scenario,
as I imagine it--had I asked and received that moment with Pinter--goes
like this: I enter the room, he turns to face me. My eyes grow
large, and rejecting his outstretched hand, I fall on to his breast,
sink down onto my knees in an act of penance, and begin to sob--burning
convulsive sobs without end.
There were no words, and they are no easier
to come by today, knowing he is gone forever.
It's funny to discover, in tribute after
tribute, that a large number of those who love Pinter love The
Caretaker best. Turns out, we're all alike. But then, it's
no surprise. Not only is it the greatest contemporary metaphorical
play--that smashed Buddha--but it also contains one of the great
comic roles of all times in the homeless tramp, Davies. If you
saw Michael Gambon in the role you died and went to heaven that
night like I did.
This beloved play that asks (among boundless
questions) just what we expect from those upon whom we extend
our compassion, just who we think we are to insist on gratitude
in this bloody unjust world, also prefigures the sad reality that
nothing Pinter did for the theater world has been paid back with
thanks. I don't mean the thanks of fame and honors. He had those
aplenty. But the reward of our learning and heeding. He took care
that the theater should be a place of metaphor. He took care of
the poetry. He took care of the discomfort. And mostly he presided
over the mystery--understanding that what is mysterious is meaning
and that nothing less than meaning belonged in the theater.
Without these things, the theater, like
the setting of that fierce play of his, will be left a vacant
building filled with junk.
And in this way and many others, but in
this way most tragically, his watchful presence is irreplaceable.
Ed. Note: A version of this article
originally appeared in The Brooklyn